Another March arrives
You wake to the hydraulics
Of the 75 bus
A man you have scarcely
Met dies and you lose
Another indispensable compass
The fluorescent wanderings
Of your eye divorce
From the tolerant measure of his and we
Can’t escape the luggage language
Makes of our thought
Each nerve a courier wholly
Removed from the incalculable sequence
Of detours backwardly
Spelling out whatever finds
Itself wrung from moment’s lurch
There is no reasonableness
Fit, no grand arbiter of sense
To fix the tangle, no way
Of knowing what and who we need
Most alive, as today
My love’s eyes are like little
Animals opening
And closing in order
That I might survive, I feel
To live in them as a page
Must, want nothing
Of the lonesomeness of being
Closed and connected
Only by the taut physicality
Of spines, to shore again against
The smallness of the real
The horror of living forever
Interred within a reasonable universe
Because there is no
Impenetrable line, the months
Pass, dust gathers, a cut
On the bridge of the nose vanishes
And meaning slips in
And out of view, like stars
Surfacing on a night
Sky scalloped by cloud
Cover, your love’s shapely
Thighs tremble and detonate
An irresolution
That’s been terrifying
To bear intangibly for the past
Year or so, here
Are a few of the reasons
To continue: For Love, for The Immoral
Proposition, for All
That is Lovely in Men.
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